Clouds
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“Something opens our wings. Something makes boredom and hurt disappear. Someone fills the cup in front of us: We taste only sacredness.”
– Rumi
Last night was cloudy — the kind of night when people say there is not a star in the sky. We know that is not true. The stars are there, but the clouds stand between us and obscure them from view; but there are times when we find this hard to remember. I had spent the evening with a young friend whose light is lost behind the clouds. It still shines, but we can’t see it right now; and the people who love her are suffering with her as they await the return of the light.
It was one of those nights when a little starlight would have been welcome; but the sky offered only clouds. I drove home in silence, offering prayers of healing for my beloved friend.
Today began as the night had ended — veiled in clouds that promise rain before the morning is through. Everywhere I looked, I saw gray skies; and though I knew the sun still rose, I found myself struggling to imagine that it still existed beyond the haze. I shortened my walk and returned to my morning work feeling burdened and alone.
As I gathered food to pack lunches, I saw a flash of light hit the kitchen window. Leaving my coat behind, I grabbed my camera and let my anticipation lead the way to my back yard.
There it was, higher in the sky than an ordinary sunrise, but spectacular in its own right! The sun — the Light — was reaching through the clouds. It took my heart in its hands and brought warmth and comfort to my dismal morning. ’YES!’ I thought; that is what we need to do for one another. We cannot brush the clouds away. They have no substance that our hands can grab, and they close around anything that moves through them. There will always be clouds. They will come and go, but they will always be with us. What we need to remember is that behind the clouds the sun still shines.
I learned something today about healing. It is not our job to brush away the clouds — they will always be with us. It is our delightful duty to extend a hand bathed in Light through the clouds and darkness and invite another to join us on the other side of the darkness. Just as the sun will burn away the clouds of the morning, compassion and trust will light the way from separation to healing.


9:28 AM, 16 April 2010
I’m thinking of you and your friend this morning Pam…and you are right…it is not our job to brush away the clouds…it is our joy to sit in the middle of them and feel their presence too. How else would we appreciate the Light when it is revealed…
Much love, prayers and healing being sent out Dear Heart…
A’Ho!
10:31 AM, 16 April 2010
I’ve spent a lot of time in the darkness but never heard it described so. You are so right. It is a blessing to have a hand to hold when surrounded by clouds. Even if you can’t see through it (like that morning mist of a few days ago), having something to hold on to lessens the fear.
Praying that your friend can feel the love even if she can’t see it.
Another beautiful photo.
10:38 AM, 16 April 2010
Thank you for the reminder that life’s gifts come in many moods with many challenges and rewards. Makes me wonder if, in our spiritual evolution, we reach a place where our love and concern for others constantly remains in the light regardless of the “reality” of their circumstances. Thanks also for the wonderful sunrise and Rumi’s words!
Love
Joan
11:21 AM, 16 April 2010
Akasa and Mary…thank you for your prayers and concern. News has arrived this morning that my friend is on her way to healing.
And yes, the clouds are a wonderful place to sit as we contemplate the light that lies beyond them.
11:23 AM, 16 April 2010
Joan,
I love the way you put “reality” in quotation marks, where it belongs. And I love the way you place love and concern “in the light.” It is so important to focus always on what is really real.
Love right back at you!
Pam